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Sunday, April 30, 2006
its already been almost a week .. everyting seems fine now ... except for those moments alone ... i've already tried but it seems to fail .. i guess it would take a loong time .. but i do not have much left .. already 1 week i lost to tis ... not eating playin studying .. just crying tinking and reflecting ... moments where i'll just break down fer no reason .. shows i've been watchin suddenly makes mi feel numb .. places i go to .. reminds mi of those times .. how i wish i could just 4get those tings. .. y cant i have an accident and lose my memory .. many questions are left answered- had any been at all .. these 3 mths have been my happiest in the 2 years .. now .. i'm left wif more agony and pain .. sometimes i realli regret my decisions .. noeing i should not have gone into it .. my heart just gave in ... the moments walkin .. holding and huggin yar .. it seems to linger in my mind everytime i see u .. already im been tired .. breaking down .. tinking .. but all comes natually to mi. . my frens whu were dere to hellp mi up .. i realli thank you guys .. whuever u guys are .. u noe it yrselfs .. i noe i can pick up frm tis .. im realli trying very hard .. so pls no lose patience on mi.. all the bothering ... i'll try to stay cheerful ... happy tink i need a few more weeks .. but it will still be part in my haert .. letting go is never easy .. it wasnt even easy in the first place.. so here i am ... i'll try my best .. not tinkin of her ... i'll concnetrate on bowling .. i will win the competiton .. for myself .. for my frens .. and for her .. i'll show u tt i can still live without u .. for the last time ... i love tis gal called samantha :) - :(
11:59 AM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
wanted to deletle everytings tts here .. however after much tot i decided against it .. yup .. i didnt go sch 2day ... i see no point as i try to overcome tis ... sadly .. we broke up le ... although in a strange way .. guess its best fer both of us .. still u'll remain deep inside mi ... i'll try as hard to 4get u .. but i noe i still love u ... although i should .. but i'm not angry wif u .. i hope u'll be my fren again ... guess everyting does not come wif a happy fairytale ending .. i'll take it as an experience - a lesson leart ? ...
haha .. it's realli been one of the darkest days .. my frens- des kat boon ernest jia shing nice shuyan jiamin .. to name some .. thanks fer wad u have done .. finally found out whu real frens are .. and those tt whu aint ... reallli had a good chat at the playground yesterday ... now sorting out all the memories .. all the joy and sorrow i've been... doin my self reflection ...
give mi a few weeks my frens .. the old shaun will come back ... old but newer and better den b4 ...
9:03 AM
wanted to deletle everytings tts here .. however after much tot i decided against it .. yup .. i didnt go sch 2day ... i see no point as i try to overcome tis ... sadly .. we broke up le ... although in a strange way .. guess its best fer both of us .. still u'll remain deep inside mi ... i'll try as hard to 4get u .. but i noe i still love u ... although i should .. but i'm not angry wif u .. i hope u'll be my fren again ... guess everyting does not come wif a happy fairytale ending .. i'll take it as an experience - a lesson leart ? ...
haha .. it's realli been one of the darkest days .. my frens- des kat boon ernest jia shing nice shuyan jiamin .. to name some .. thanks fer wad u have done .. finally found out whu real frens are .. and those tt whu aint ... reallli had a good chat at the playground yesterday ... now sorting out all the memories .. all the joy and sorrow i've been... doin my self reflection ...
give mi a few weeks my frens .. the old shaun will come back ... old but newer and better den b4 ...
9:03 AM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
its been 3 hrs ... not yet dead ... haha ... feelin to blog ... someone said "so no point getting angry and losing all that you've worked so hard for" guessed its so true ... i'll do my very best ...
10:06 PM
it happened as quickly as it started ... guess tis blog is no use fer mi le ...
8:34 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
have been so busy lately .. wif my piling hw and bowling .. pls just give mi another mth .. fer which i'll compete the competition and start serious studies .. these weeks have been so pressuring ... all the tots about u ... and sch and nags ... the world isnt perfect ... so y should i be born perfect .. no i'm not ... somebody gonna tell dem ... i'll noe when to study .. when is the right time ... sometimes i am a bit mischievous ... lazy .. playful .. tt is wad is within mi .. no one can change tt .. i duno .. sometimes ... life is better off dead ...
12:24 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
sometings tt's keepin mi fearful - time .. how i noticed i had passed so fast ... still .. i am tinking back during sec 4 days .. how wonderful those memories are .. how it has passed.. soon ... we'll be tgr fer 2 mths ... A's is oso coming soon ... how i would shiver down when my frens tell mi bout tt .. hiza .. time ... cant u just stop-slow down ... i need more time .... to study .. spend wif her ... and my frens ... well.tis completes a dream week ... i've yet to notice wad i did tis week ... and its now gone ...
9:33 AM
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